The Hero From The Past

Im happy

For days now suddenly my dad and me talks more in chat

Im talking about my works and he talk about his new businesses

He told me that he wanna build a stockbreeding and plantation

For the future of you and your brothers he said

And while at it he always gave his best honest opinion about what should I do

In the end he'll leave the rest for me to choose


I really miss those talks with him

For me as a child he is the hero I depend on

He is the one that I look up to


We went to a rocky time in my teenage year, my highschool year

I wanna do what I wanna do

Yet he always push me to turn into something that he wanted to

The harsh words that came from his mouth stab me deeply

An argument between a teenage brat and his stubborn dad


The chemistry are gone that time

Its like we went a seperate way but still looking out for each other

Like two ship in a middle of mist

Knowing that theres something near but keeping the distance for the better

And the hero from my past turns into something I wanna prove my self to

Even worse, someone whom I hate occasionally


But these few days my mind wondering around to the past

The time when we still share a laugh like a bunch of peas in a pod

I remember when he drove me around travelling aimlessly just for fun

And carry me when I fell asleep to bed

Then he'll slap me when I do something wrong

But then he beat the living shit of someone who made me cry


In someway, I miss my dad

And Im thankfull for everything he done from the slap to the hug

Whatever things we've been through till tonight

In my mind you're always be my hero, Dad


I pray to god that you'll stay healthy

Because one day Im surely gonna make you proud of me


To my hero from the past

To my closest friend

To my worst enemy

To someone who I'll always love till the end of time

To you, Dad


I Love You