Mungkin udah saatnya bersikap lebih dewasa dan less bocah didepan orang2. Menyenangkan sih jadi orang yang bisa woles dan bercanda2 kesemua orang tanpa ngeliat perbedaan umur baik lebih tua atau lebih muda, menyenangkan banget malah.
Tapi makin kesini ternyata yang namanya ‘respect’ itu emang dibutuhin, terlalu woles sama orang2 disekitar cuma bakal bikin mereka ngegampangin kalo misalnya ada sesuatu dengan kita, karena mereka bakal berpikir ‘ah woless lah doi doang’. And sometimes, when things get serious, it was really sucks when you’ve got that kind of response.
A gentleman? Maybe, but hell i admit it, its gonna be some fucking hard things to do, why? Because its just not me! not me at all! I’m not into that kind of ‘mature’ or ‘gentleman’ gesture and manners kinda thing, i love being free, i love the always-a-little-bit-of-a-little-boy quality. For some reason, its nice to be a boy, because by being a boy, i’ll be looking towards lots of excitement and happiness. By only seeing a blue sky is enough to make a boy get happy and excited, they always happy with their unlimited imagination, their world, they didn’t live in a world full of lie like they’re gonna face when they become some adult, boring adult perhaps. I really love being silly, doing something stupid, having fun in a shameless way, goof some stupid things with friends, and etcetera. But for some point in our life, my life, i’ve gotta admit, being a boy is not enough, in a real world, maturity do count for lots of things, and mostly, for some important things in life. And the truth is that in some point of our life, a boys have to become a man to earn something. Yea, life sucks bro, but what the hell, rather than just grumbling around about it, might well just enjoy the show right?
But at last, i don’t really mind having a boy quality to stay inside me, because that was the things that will remind me who i really am at any situations, especially the hardest one. Something that gonna keeps me sane
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