Life as a Looser Clown

Once upon a time, there was a looser that wanted to be a clown

He wanted to be a clown because he wanted to make someone he knew happy. Someone he care, someone that he known as the little girl with sad faces.

He trained so hard to be a good clown that can entertain and make her feel happy

One day, he met that little girl with sad faces walking on the sidewalk

He approach the girl and try to entertain her to make her doesn't feel sad again

But the fact is that instead making the girl happy, the clown successfully makes the girl started to cry

He tries all the jokes and tricks he can, but its useless, the girl even starting to cry harder

The clown realize that he was unwanted by the girl because he makes her feel uncomfortable

And the the clown start to think what do he have to do to make that girl stop crying

So the clown decided to go away as far as he can so the girl won't see him again

One of clown’s friends ask the clown, ‘why did you stop entertain and even started to go away from that little girl?’

The clown said, ‘it was the only option i had left, because my presence there will only make her feel even more sad’

‘So why do you even left her? You already stopped entertain her right?’

The clown said ‘at least, without my presence near her, she will be happier right? And that was the risk i have to take to make her happy again’

His friends said ‘so how the hell do you make that girl happy again while you’re not there to entertain her?’

The Clown replied kindly by saying ‘There will be another better clown for her that can make her happy, laugh, and doesn't make her feel sad. So i need to get away from her because my presence only make her feel uncomfortable and it'll be weird having 2 clown beside her  I will always gonna pray for her happiness even if i'm not the one that can make her feel happy, because that was the main reason why i wanted to be a clown. To make her happy.’

Clown’s friend laughing sarcastically and said ‘You know what, you’re weird dude, you’ve sacrifice so much to get nothing?’

The clown smiled and then replied, ‘Why do you said i got nothing? I’ve got everything by just seeing her happy, seeing her smile, laugh, even if i’m not the reason and i can only see it from a distance. I think that’s enough for a looser like me’