Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Brothers


Brothers
/brəT͟Hərs/
(noun.)
'a Person whom you are related to. Sometimes a role model, Sometimes an ass, sometimes a friend. a Person who you are stuck being related to until the day you die through good or bad'



Older Brother
/Older brəT͟Hər/
(noun.)
a Genetic disorder of having a male older sibling. They have two objectives on life, one to annoy the living piss out of you, and two to protect/ teach you.


Little Brother
/Litel brəT͟Hər/
(noun.)
The annoying little thing that always piss you off, but mums love them. Generally smaller. Quite annoying at times and seems to take great enjoyment in copying your everymove.


Dear little brother
I'll always gonna be that someone who'll makes fun of you
Annoy you
And make your life a living hell

And I'll also be the one
Who'll beat the life of any other living shit
Who tries to make fun of you

You're my bro
And no one makes fun of you
Except me

A Couple of Clown

The best relationship is when you're trying to be stupid
and they do even more with you

By doing something stupid together
You'll have a laugh
You'll be yourself
And you dont need to behave yourself just to get some approval

And you wont even give a damn hell whatever other people says

Because deep down you always knew
That there will always be
This someone that'll cheer you up with their every stupid ways
And made you feel that being normal is fucking boring

Like a couple of clown

- Y

Tuesday, January 8, 2019



This is a picture of the famous dead sea

People said its the saltiest place on earth

Little do they know that actually

Its second only to your salty ass bitch

The Hero From The Past

Im happy

For days now suddenly my dad and me talks more in chat

Im talking about my works and he talk about his new businesses

He told me that he wanna build a stockbreeding and plantation

For the future of you and your brothers he said

And while at it he always gave his best honest opinion about what should I do

In the end he'll leave the rest for me to choose


I really miss those talks with him

For me as a child he is the hero I depend on

He is the one that I look up to


We went to a rocky time in my teenage year, my highschool year

I wanna do what I wanna do

Yet he always push me to turn into something that he wanted to

The harsh words that came from his mouth stab me deeply

An argument between a teenage brat and his stubborn dad


The chemistry are gone that time

Its like we went a seperate way but still looking out for each other

Like two ship in a middle of mist

Knowing that theres something near but keeping the distance for the better

And the hero from my past turns into something I wanna prove my self to

Even worse, someone whom I hate occasionally


But these few days my mind wondering around to the past

The time when we still share a laugh like a bunch of peas in a pod

I remember when he drove me around travelling aimlessly just for fun

And carry me when I fell asleep to bed

Then he'll slap me when I do something wrong

But then he beat the living shit of someone who made me cry


In someway, I miss my dad

And Im thankfull for everything he done from the slap to the hug

Whatever things we've been through till tonight

In my mind you're always be my hero, Dad


I pray to god that you'll stay healthy

Because one day Im surely gonna make you proud of me


To my hero from the past

To my closest friend

To my worst enemy

To someone who I'll always love till the end of time

To you, Dad


I Love You

Random Lullaby

My mind works in such a funny way

It works in such a random way 


Every thoughts come pouring in unexpected time



Growing such a curiousity about everything in between


On a random place and random time and even about the most random things


Read my previous early few post and you'll saw my mumbling 


Every words of it doesnt even meant anything in the real life that day


Not talking about someone or something as in specific


Getting those thoughts in words here only just to erase those random lullaby that sang happily in my mind



Those words are the way to communicate between my consciousness and the sound in my head


Example is that time when I'm playing games in PC, while my hand is holding the controller, my eyes focused on the monitor, but my mind wanders away about someone who lies


Lurking about the moment when someone lies when you already know the truth


Under those odd conversation with my self which has no meaning whatsoever in my current daily life


Random Lullaby sings happily while my physical body doing another thing to get through the day

Monday, January 7, 2019

I call her the devil


Cause she makes me wanna sin



And every time she knocks



I cant help but let her in

High Five


I really wanna be as high as this five right now